Felt fine, but I can't go home Just hiding, this is getting old It's the same damn thing Just makes me sick Never been so scared to die alone Making out in the back of the room Doesn't feel as good as it used to Lost love for a buck Traded it for lust Lost myself then I lost you Now I'm here, don't know how I'm supposed to do But I can't sit still I wanna breath fine But you filled my lungs with smoke Now I breathe fire And it hurts my throat I would've asked you to stop But I didn't want you to go You dropped a filter at my feet And I went home alone But I can't sit still No I can't sit still Inching down an alley Tryna find my way south Took a train for an hour Ended outside your house I don't know how I got there Standing in the rain Found a reason to rely on Romanticizing pain Felt fine, but I can't go home