Smoking in my momma's van Steering with a steady hand Never met Jack, but I met the bottle Don't deserve a world of light I am a soul trapped in the night I'm not insane, that's not the deal I'm just the only thing That is real I chchchase life away Scared of feeling anything Friendly to my dying day Cause I'll be lying on a flower bed Smoking all my cigarettes Laughing in the face of death Smoking in my momma's van Steering with a steady hand Never met Jack, but I met the bottle Chchchchchchasing life away Smile at my killer's face I am choking on a notion of repression of emotion I am sinking in an ocean of regret I can't get over, big deal I chchchase life away Scared of feeling anything Friendly to my dying day Cause I'll be lying on a flower bed Smoking all my cigarettes Laughing in the face of death