I don't carry a nightmare I just want to be adored Alchemical warfare What I want can't be ignored I'd rather be nowhere I'd rather be me I'd rather be nothing Than what you wanted me to be What you wanted me to be What you wanted me to see That you wanted me to know That you wanted me to show I don't deserve to be ignored A vicarious affair Desire that lies obscure A binary concern In a world that lies impure I'd rather be nowhere I'd rather be me I'd rather be nothing Than what you wanted me to be I wanted you to see I wanted you to be The one to let me know The one to let me go Now all I couldn't be The thoughts inside of me The wanting you to know The one I couldn't show I wanted you to see I wanted you to be The one to let me know The one to let me go Now all I couldn't be The thoughts inside of me The wanting you to know The one I couldn't show I don't deserve to be ignored I don't deserve to be ignored