Look for my face in the clouds
When you're separated from everything that makes you happy
And the fire of a thousand suns
Floating through the sky like a cursed swarm
Raining down on everything you've ever loved
I don't wanna let you go
Don't wanna go through all the things we talked about
How could we ever let it come to this?
Just let me go please let me out
So far from here just wanna shout
And I'll never have the guts
But I don't think I can fall asleep here every night
Wishing everything will be alright
I've tied this noose too many times
Just in case I lose sleep tonight
I've asked myself too many times
How does it feel to feel alive
Have you ever watched the sky turn grey?
At night when we laid in each other's arms
I felt it then, I feel it now
I gave into your smile you gave into my charm
And when the sun rose again, would you still be in bed?
Or leave me cold and all alone?
Cold and all alone
I've been letting myself go
Cause it's all I've ever known
"Oh, everything is ok... yeah everything is alright"
It's what I tell myself on these lonely nights
It's very clear, that you don't care
So I'll just collapse
But the things that I've been searching for
Were just a fantasy and nothing more