As time starts to fade
I'm left without a name to leave behind
There is nothing you can find
Nothing you can take away from me
All the lies and the memories still live inside
So far beneath
I am hopeless in your eyes and mine
So lethargic all the time
Under the weight I still have my dreams
But they're not exactly what they seem
I know I still feel the ache
Because I'm so afraid of what you think
And I've been losing sleep over your opinion of me
Will I be good enough to see what's in front of me?
Will I be buried by my anxiety?
I still try to lie to myself while my mistakes break the best of me
I let it all in with the pain in my brain I wonder why it's the same everyday
I decide if I've died too many times inside this forever aching body
With all of these personal demons as I shake with the next hit that I take
Inhaling more reasons to self medicate my mind that seems to malfunction all the time
I know I'm not the only one but I still feel this pain
Take a crowbar to my memories and pry them from my brain
And I'll see where you go without you in my life
No longer the man I was I'm gonna make this right
And I've been losing sleep over your opinion of me
Will I be good enough?
Will I be buried by my anxiety?
Another nail in the coffin
I wanted you to stay
Lay with me inside my grave
And together we can fade