Never asked for this This cold and dark abyss Never asked for a thing It's just hard for me to see The light at the end of the road Left out in the cold Count your blessings Remember mistakes How the fuck could I forget? You told me to give everything When I am next to nothing Unforgiving, unwilling How many wounds until I start healing You know what they say Good as gold Don't mean shit to a fucked up soul It's so fucking hard to grow old To bring new life to a dying world To watch this place decay and burn Trying not to overturn Look up to the sky and ask for some relief An easy way out of this life of defeat I don't feel a thing