The marrow in my bones I can feel you next to me But you're something I don't know Cause you're someone I can't see Maybe I'm just too afraid I've been a mess, just breaking down Wish I could say I made you proud But I'd be lying through my teeth I wanna tell you that I tried I wanna tell you that I put up a fight I could only tell white lies I could only tell white lies I wanna tell you that I tried I wanna tell you I could leave it all behind I could only tell white lies I could only tell white lies And now I'm losing hope There's nothing left of me When did I lose control When did I let you leave Now I know that it's not true I say I did all that I could do Every part of me was supposed to bleed for you But I don't know what I still believe I wanna tell you that I tried I wanna tell that I put up a fight I could only tell white lies I could only tell white lies I wanna tell you that I tried I wanna tell you I could leave it all behind I could only tell white lies I could only tell white lies