You're sitting on the sofa While I'm self-harming in the bathroom I think you need to think this over Why waste your time with me When you know what I will put you through You tell me you love me and you get no response Still holding onto me when I've completely withdrawn And I'm coldly detached while you try to connect And try to understand and try hard to accept Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh Don't tell me this is what you wanted Don't tell me this is what you had in mind I can tell that you are exhausted Hoping everything will be alright Lying next to you when you feel like a stranger With your arms around me, waiting for my mood to change but I can still feel your tears running slowly down my back I'm aware, can't understand during a panic attack So turn off the movie cause I can't sit still Cancel that night out cause I'm too unstable Stick that food in the fridge, I can't stomach another meal Turn off the light, I need more fucking time to heal Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh Don't tell me this is what you wanted Don't tell me this is what you had in mind I can tell that you are exhausted Hoping everything will be alright Everything will be alright But when I'm awake all night, I'll run my finger up your spine I'll still reach out for you even when my health is in decline My arms flapping on Valium find their way round your neck I might not be there for you, but I'llstill remember to check Even though you tell me not to, I will still apologise I might have a blank stare but I will still try to meet your eyes Even if I pull away I know that you will pull me through The blood on the floor comes from a heart that truly loves you