Looking back into my past
I haven't found reasons why
I might have lost my path
I might have lost my path
Yet in the end here I'm found
Hardly even holding ground
Haunted by the fear, haunted by the pain
Haunted by the fear, haunted by the pain
This unrelenting fear
Consistent thoughts begin
This bed isn't warm as it used to be
Restlessly trying to understand
This overwhelming feeling I can't comprehend
Endlessly trying to hideaway
From all this darkness that's onto me
Why do I feel like I'm sinking if my feet are on solid ground?
The pressure brings me down, afraid of what's around
Can numbness save me from feeling the pain?
Can numbness save me from feeling the pain?
Looking back into my past
I haven't found reasons why
I might have lost my path
I might have lost my path
Yet in the end here I'm found
Hardly even holding ground
Haunted by the fear, haunted by the pain
Haunted by the fear, haunted by the pain
Falling into such frightening darkness
I am not strong enough
For every time I doubt myself
The blue beneath my feet turns into black
And it's getting harder
To breathe
The waves
They hit like clockwork
Why do I feel like I'm sinking if my feet are on solid ground?
The pressure brings me down, afraid of what's around
Can numbness save me from feeling the pain?
Tear my eyes out of my face so that I can't witness the end