Woke up this morning, your face in my head
Woke up this morning, you were dead
All through the evening, I sat and wept
All through the evening, you were dead
And that place I had, that loved, I smashed it up
The place I had, that trust, I cut it up
The place I had to hide, I fucked it all up
And that hand I had to hold has loosened up
You said, "Until we're old" but you've given up
You told me I was cold, what does that make you?
What does that make you, young lady?
What does that make you, young lady?
What does that make you, what does that make you?
What does that make you, my baby?
All through the nighttime, I hadn't slept
All through the nighttime, you were dead
And that place I had, that loved, I smashed it up
The place I had, that trust, I cut it up
The place I had to hide, I fucked it all up
And that hand I had to hold has loosened up
You said, "Until we're old" but you've given up
You told me I was cold, what does that make you?
What does that make you, young lady?
What does that make you, young lady?
What does that make you, what does that make you?
What does that make you, my baby?
What does that make you, young lady?
What does that make you, young lady?
What does that make you, what does that make you?
What does that make you, my baby?
I didn't tell you that I loved you
I didn't have to, plus if I did
You may think I mean what others mean
Fake it up and lived like others lived when they say this shit
Sometimes when I think of you
That little girl, it's, it's kinda funny how
How we said we'd make it through
And I believed as a boy that, that we'd be here now
But you died young
And you left me here
What did that prove?
So we didn't grow up
To disappoint one other, like
Like people do
And all I do is write about you
And write about us
Because you're like the only thing I think about
The only thing I care about
The only thing I know
The only thing I trust
Nothing has changed, I'm still the same
I still feel you coursing through my veins
I still can't sleep all these years later
I still crumble when I hear your name
Now all our friends shove needles in their arms
To forget our past, because they can't take it
I can't either
But remember we promised one another we would be here
I didn't hold on any longer
I wasn't any stronger
I hate it here too
I held on for us
I held on to hope 'cause
It's what we said we would do