There's a darkness sweeping over me
I think I'm sinking to something I can't see
I Write better when I'm depressed and anxious
Nobody wants to hear 'bout the sunny side of life
They'd rather hear that I'm choking inside
I think of death every day I look into your eyes
And i know that everyone I love will die
If I had one wish I know what I'd do
I'd go to heaven and I'd ask them about you
Are you okay? Are you in pain?
Is there a place next to you, reserved with my name?
Or should I keep practicing my aim
It all gets better when I focus upon the sky
I realize all the stars have already died
It makes me feel less alone inside
Look on the bright side, this won't last forever I'm sure
God knows I've been here a thousand times before
If I had one wish I know what I'd do
I'd go to heaven and I'd ask them about you
Are you okay? Are you in pain?
Is there a place next to you, reserved with my name?
Or should I keep practicing my aim
Another way to kill the pain