It's been too much time
Since that state of mind
Crossed my threshold again
The way you smiled so God damn bright
I welcome you in
So how could I concede that all the blame
Was placed on me
Second chances were nothing you or I could keep
If I fall into a wasted headspace
Not sure I'll keep you out of it
You hold my attention
While I'm weak and questioning
The purpose of these games
Of start and stop we play
While the feeling slowly fades
I'm not holding a grudge for every
Excuse that you made
Why won't you hear me
You won't hear me
Calling for relief when nothing is said?
And I'm sick from the nights I spent
Writing all my hate away
And I hope that you never return to your place inside my head
Inside my head
Cause I'm fucked again if you come back
When you come back
Don't come back