Cutting out my heart to bleed
Love was never meant for me
You'll never know the words I want to say
So keep away unless you want to break
A couple words had captured me
In your eyes it's rapturing
It's all a sign to run away
And pray to god you'll make it out in one piece
You'll burn up if you love me
I'm your secret enemy
And everything you think of me will soon break at the seams
Anger is my only shelter
I don't think I'll get much better
Cutting out my heart to bleed
Love was never meant for me
You'll never know the words I want to say
So keep away unless you want to break
Cover up the butterflies
I'm a monster in disguise
You'll never know how much it hurts to say
To keep away unless you want to-
Break down, break down
You'll never be safe now
I hate how I never keep composure
My life is over
If I admitted anything it wouldn't matter anyway
The truth is I'm useless
I don't want to put anyone through this
It's simple, I'm selfish
Keeping me around is nothing but a death wish
Apathy is my only shelter
I don't think I'll get much better
Cutting out my heart to bleed
Love was never meant for me
You'll never know the words I want to say
So keep away unless you want to break
Never should've put me first
All I do is make it worse
You'll never know how much it hurts to say
To keep away unless you want to break
Run away and build my casket
I am cursed inside this cage
I know I'm a bit dramatic
But I promise
It will hurt less without me here
Cutting out my heart to bleed
Love was never meant for me
I think it's better if you keep away
Cover up the butterflies
I'm a monster in disguise
You'll never know how much it hurts to say
To keep away unless you want to break