Why can't I drink coffee anymore?
How come getting fucked up isn't giving me the euphoric feeling it used to before?
Why does every day feel like a death march?
Waiting for one to end, just so another torturous one can start
Wring out the rag that holds my hand
Weed out the demons in my bed
The honeycomb gets what the honeycomb spits
Find joie de vivre
Find joie de vivre
Every time I look at my phone, my stomach starts turning
It's not all bad, but the boundaries are getting blurry
If I can manage to purge away all of thеse vices
Will I be lеft with clarity or another crisis?
Where is my courage?
What if I'm a terrible person?
What if none of this is worth it?
(Relax and float downstream, motherfucker)
It doesn't take much to trigger me (trigger me)
I'm so scared to fall short, I'm turning green (turning green)
Don't watch me ride my bike, I can't do it perfectly
I can't hockey stop, so I'm quitting
Wring out the rag that holds my hand
Weed out the demons in my bed
The honeycomb gets what the honeycomb spits
Find joie de vivre
Find joie de vivre
Take me home (take me home)
Take me back (take me back)
How many years to get back on the track? (on the track)
There's a bottle in my nightstand and I can drink legally
But I live in my parents attic
Where is my courage?
What if I'm a terrible person?
What if none of this is worth it?
What if none of this is worth it, worth it?
Where is my purpose?
What did I ever did to deserve this?
We'll get to that, but first let's
(Relax and float downstream, motherf-)