I've been leading such a lonely lie,
I think I'm going insane I think I'm losing my mind.
Day to day is fine I see a bigger picture here,
I've got a cloud that lingers overhead it feeds on all my fears
Misery loves company, it's a locked room that id never leave.
Compare contrast my will to be anything but ordinary
Something tangible to show, something new that I can grow.
Are you with me or against me I can't do this all alone.
I've been losing sleep picturing this future
That I may never see, I want something to call my own
Get hit with that sinking feeling on the floor
Staring at the ceiling in a place that doesn't feel like home
Misery loves company, it's a locked room that id never leave.
Compare contrast my will to be anything but ordinary
Something tangible to show, something new that I can grow.
Are you with me or against me I can't do this all alone.
I've been losing sleep picturing this future
That I may never see, I want something to call my own
I'll blame it on the skies not being
Clear, I'll feel better this time next year.
If I can't just be content what's the point of any of this?
What's the point of any of this?
Something tangible to show, something new that I can grow.
Are you with me or against me I can't do this all alone.
I've been losing sleep picturing this future
That I may never see, I want something to call my own
I've been leading such a lonely lie,
I think I'm going insane I think I'm losing my mind.
Day to day is fine I see a bigger picture
Here, I've got a cloud that lingers overhead)
Get hit with that sinking feeling on the floor staring at the ceiling)
I want something to call my own
Something to call own
I want something to call my own
I want something to call my own