Lost inside my head
Your words they flood my consciousness
And an ocean forms between each shallow breath
And the worst part is
This is only the beginning
Because this thin ice was bound to break
Soon I'll slip deep beneath the surface
I'm fixated
And I know that you hate when I get like this
So let's just face it
You're complacent
When really you do deserve the best
I wish I could give it to you baby
Wish I could give you the world
But I'm so jaded
And I'd hate if I displaced it all on you
4:00 AM
Sink deeper into bed
Watch the covers deflate with every passing breath
You're sound asleep
And I can't pretend
To keep my eyes closed
Another hour and you'll be gone
I'll feel more alone than I already was
You'll never know what keeps me up
All the Pressure weighing on my lungs
I'm fixated
And I know that you hate when I get like this
So let's just face it
You're complacent
When really you do deserve the best
I wish I could give it to you baby
Wish I could give you the world
But I'm so jaded
And I'd hate if I displaced it all on you
Hope I can break through this
This stream of consciousness
Keeps pulling me down
I'm not out just yet
Keep holding my breath
In the palm of your hands
Trace the line to the cord
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