I was up late last night Thinking back on old times I never lived in the moment I couldn't see what I had I was evil, I was sick Living two lives, neither fit I must've swallowed a thousand pills I should be with every friend And oh, I lose control I fell so deep to find my worth So when I'm gone don't lose sleep I'm at home and I've found peace It's not your fault You would scream I gave my heart but I was weak I still crave the things that helped erase The memories I can't face I leave them all displaced And I grew colder in this room Prepared myself to lose The ones who pushed me through, oh So when I'm gone don't lose sleep I'm at home and I've found peace It's not your fault You would scream I gave my heart but I was weak I spend these days now At war with who I was To prove myself to ones Who kept breath in my lungs, ooh So when I'm gone don't lose sleep I'm at home and I've found peace (I've found peace) It's not your fault (it's not your fault) You would scream I gave my heart but I was weak