I wrecked my own Hurt all the ones who loved the most I wanted those who never ever wanted me at all No I'm not proud of all the things I did I cannot explain Why I behaved that way all this while ago The pain I caused you came back twice at me But you won't ever ever know It's only when you set me free That when I realise that I was wrong But I will never show you how I moved on Still I put on my best behavior Still I put on my best behavior For you Still I put on my best behavior Still I put on my best behavior For you Giving my best Expecting the worst Lending my all Bend till it hurts Sometimes I'm too much It'll never be enough Accepting what is But taking no shit Planning to save Head out for a trip But money don't come that easy And all I want is what I never needed If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here I know I'll never be the same again The pain I caused you came back twice at me But you won't ever ever know It's only when you set me free Thats when I realise that I was wrong But I will never show you how I moved on Still I put on my best behavior Still I put on my best behavior For you Ill give my best for you Still I put on my best behavior Ill give my best For you If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here I know ill never be the same again