Thinking is killing me slowly
A darkness like I've never known
I don't know if you can help me
I think it's better if you go
Doctor, see I'm so pathetic
Can you give me anaesthetic
Thinking is killing me
And I'm finding it hard to breathe
They're all in awe of her
But she lives on morphia
She lives on morphia
Body doesn't even fit me
Ripped and torn around the seams
Where I've tried hard to escape me
Grieved over my hopes and dreams
Why can't it be enough
Simply just to be
Standing still
Eyes wide open
Doctor, see I'm so pathetic
Can you give me anaesthetic
Thinking is killing me
And I'm finding it hard to breathe
They're all in awe of her
But she lives on morphia
She lives on morphia
Lipgloss smiles are all facade
Chemicals brighten up the dark
Doctor, see I'm so pathetic
Can you give me anaesthetic
Thinking is killing me
And I'm finding it hard to breathe
They're all in awe of her
But she lives on morphia
She lives on morphia