Spider bite on the back of my neck Feels like the lightning strikes every time I need rest I messed up the inside, I wasn't careful enough Now you're behind my lies, now you control my life And you cut too deep, can't close it up Grab a handful all in one, don't give a fuck Swap the sides of my brain, I don't know what's what I been playin' for too long, needa grow up And you cut too deep, can't close it up Grab a handful all in one, don't give a fuck Swap the sides of my brain, I don't know what's what I been playin' for too long, needa grow up Had my heart in your hands and then you crushed it Or maybe you lost it I'm so done with all of this So cold, never wanted you to go All the strain you put me through I'ma say sorry to my liver, I keep makin' it sick I needa stay away from you Wish I was over your shit I need, I need your warmth on my skin You waste my time everyday I'm waiting for it to end And you cut too deep, can't close it up Grab a handful all in one, don't give a fuck Swap the sides of my brain, I don't know what's what I been playin' for too long, needa grow up And you cut too deep, can't close it up Grab a handful all in one, don't give a fuck Swap the sides of my brain, I don't know what's what I been playin' for too long, needa grow up