You called me last night I didn't answer as usual
I've been up I've been down it's just like usual
For a few days I'm feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistent with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same
It's always so dark (Everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (It feels the same)
It's always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (Everything feels the same)
It's always so dark (It's always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It's always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up
Pack up my things and put my effort where it's better placed
I'm never content I always wish I had a better face
Wish I had some better friends
One day imma move away and I won't be the quiet one
Why am I so paranoid
Feel like they watching me
But at the same time
I want the world to see
I'm so much more than this
I'm using what I have
I'm doing what I can but I can build much better things
And it's always so dark, it's always so dark, it's always so dark
I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up
It's always so dark, it's always so dark, it's always so dark, it's always so dark
Yeah I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up
You called me last night I didn't answer as usual
I've been up I've been down it's just like usual
For a few days I'm feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistent with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same
It's always so dark (Everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (It feels the same)
It's always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (Everything feels the same)
It's always so dark (It's always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It's always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up