With one mistake A flap of the wings Blown out of the water It changed everything It kept on spiralling bigger and out of control And it just worsened and worsened until it ate me whole Reduced to a monster Falling down for you A million nights alone A lost state without a home And I tried to wipe your tears But it's too late you're caught up in fear I would die for you to be right here Your paranoia ruined us it's clear Opal eyes I could stare at for years And I could lie spotlight on a deer I think you hated me when I said I hate it here I don't think you could change if you tried your hardest You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away (Away, ay, ay Away, ay, ay) Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings You can't stop the rain when you made it come your way (Your way, ay, ay Away, ay, ay) You're in my brain now don't think I could change it Stuck in bad patterns and I can't even say it Yeah I was told a few times and I know it's dangerous But knowing how I am, I've tried before and I'm Still inside I can't open up Tryna change my life cause I'm sick of us Just going round in circles I'm the horse that fell over every hurdle (ah, ah) And I tried to wipe your tears But it's too late you're caught up in fear I would die for you to be right here Your paranoia ruined us it's clear Opal eyes I could stare at for years And I could lie spotlight on a deer I think you hated me when I said I hate it here I don't think you could change if you tried your hardest You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away (Away, ay, ay Away, ay, ay) Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings You can't stop the rain when you made it come your way (Your way, ay, ay Away, ay, ay) (Away, ay, ay Away, ay, ay Away, ay, ay Away, ay, ay)