Wake up and you're standing in the kitchen Look you in your eyes and they don't even glisten Like they used to, I already miss you Don't wanna lose you but I'm not even with you You wear make-up to cover the bags under your eyes I see through your sad little white lies Although what we had felt so right I think this is a lost fight Kind of scary how the shadow Follows you around The part of you that's shallow Always brings you down I can feel the cold wind blow in my face Closing the window and chilling by the fireplace Reminiscing bout the time before you life fell apart Now you're a disgrace You broke my heart and you left me scarred I don't love you anymore so don't try to call my phone I blocked your number and I locked the door Cause I hid your drugs but you needed more Than I could give Kind of scary how the shadow Follows you around The part of you that's shallow Always brings you down You say you're sorry, yeah I'm sorry too You say you're sorry, yeah I'm sorry too That I can't save you