Delusional thoughts that will keep me weak
While you're by my side, we still grow apart
With every new end comes a stronger start
These changes of life, bring a change of heart
All these flashbacks they will still haunt me
You're a part of myself that I will not release
The shadows around me in numbers increase
When you're not around me I cannot find peace
I'm longing for times when I could still live
These valuable moments like they'd never fade
I keep wandering slowly, never finding my way
Everything tastes different, these pictures decayed
Old thoughts they hold on me, they try to sustain
This liveliness vampire, this vitality drain
A host to the darkness that inhabits me
I'm feeling so speechless, could you hear my pleas
I try to drag out these screams are unspoken
To calm down, this life, by nightmares unbroken
Pull onto this weight, till breaking this chain
Time is sadistic, I believe in pain
I'm longing for times when I could still live
These valuable moments like they'd never fade
I keep wandering slowly, never finding my way
Everything tastes different, these pictures decayed
Old thoughts they hold on me, they try to sustain
This liveliness vampire, this vitality drain
A host to the darkness that inhabits me
I'm feeling so speechless, could you hear my pleas
I'm longing for times when I could still live
These valuable moments like they'd never fade
I keep wandering slowly, never finding my way
Everything tastes different, these pictures decayed
Old thoughts they hold on me, they try to sustain
This liveliness vampire, this vitality drain
A host to the darkness that inhabits me
I'm feeling so speechless, could you hear my pleas
I'm longing for times when I could still live
These valuable moments like they'd never fade
I keep wandering slowly, never finding my way
Everything tastes different, these pictures decayed
Old thoughts they hold on me, they try to sustain
This liveliness vampire, this vitality drain
A host to the darkness that inhabits me
I'm feeling so speechless, could you hear my pleas