I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own My anxiety won't leave me alone I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home I'm all alone Out of control I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own My anxiety won't leave me alone I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home I'm all alone Out of control Say that you need me yeah I know that I need that I feel bad, my tears ran I hope that I come back The old me with the snap backs And the skateboard with no time left Had full heart with no regrets But he can't come back he ain't sober Girl I know that it's over My drive way that's empty with the tyre marks that you left me Messages I write and delete on repeat It kills me I lose sleep Hours turned into weeks From substance abusing I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own My anxiety won't leave me alone I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home I'm all alone Out of control I'm not thinking I'm just drinking on my own My anxiety won't leave me alone I don't hate you I just cannot leave my home I'm all alone Out of control