(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Erisu)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside
If you wanna take a break, I think you've lost your mind
'Cause I've been waiting, I've been waiting for you all night
Just for you to tear my heart out, fucking love me I
Fuck you think you're going, I can't seem to grasp your time
What the fuck? Where you been? Who's been on your mind?
'Cause I can't seem to get attention, almost always I
Seem to play second place in the worst ways
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tears up on my walls, fuck you think you meant to me?
I haven't been thinking clearly, I can't feel a thing
You must've thought that it really fucking got to me
But I've been dead for a long time
I'm numb to you
I'll catch you in my memories, just think of me
And maybe when we meet again I will follow, lead
It's not that I've been playing victim, I just wanna bleed
I wanted this from the start just abuse me
Shit fucking hurts
Nothing ever works
I can feel it in my veins
Why do I feel the pain still?
Why do I crave these fucking pills?
I need to make these dollar bills
Abuse me just to feel at all
Believed before now I'll just fall
Apart
Everything I run from feels so close to me
It's dark
Every time I think about it I just freeze
Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside
If you wanna take a break, I think you've lost your mind
'Cause I've been waiting, I've been waiting for you all night
Just for you to tear my heart out, fucking love me I
Fuck you think you're going, I can't seem to grasp your time
What the fuck? Where you been? Who's been on your mind?
'Cause I can't seem to get attention almost always I
Seem to play second place in the worst ways
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(A-ah-ah, a-ah-ah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Fuck)