Her presence inside of my chest and its ending
I live in the past and I'm still here pretending that I'm feeling fine when I'm not
Poison inside of my skull has my head go to rot
Acting okay when I'm numb ain't a shock to me
I'm a good liar, I guess its a part of my essence
It's something I don't understand
Why can't I sleep without holding your hand?
Numb as a mannequin
I feel panic only when you ain't standing beside me handing over all of your love as you're holding me close
Is it the touch that I'm missing the most?
Scrolling through pics on my phone only seems to remind me that I am now all on my own
I'm hardly existing with knowing you're missing
If I could rewind wonder how would it go?
Do you want me as bad as I wanted you, baby?
It's haunting to have any thoughts of us lately
And dawning on me is the thought that a need for you daily is all that I need to be sane in this life
I might wanna be dead if I time it right
I could fly to a greater height, I know
Maybe there I could get you back right after that
Because bettering myself's the goal
I won't break
I want you out of my head
I want you out of my head
I want you out of my head
So come to be mine and with me again
I want you out of my head
I want you out of my head
I want you out of my head
So come to be mine and with me again
Cannot stop all the thoughts even while I'm unconscious
Weep in my dreams and I'm waking up nauseous
Is there a way I could stop this?
Taking no caution
I could be sippin' on toxin
Type out a paragraph, struggle to send
Wish I was sure of myself but I only pretend
I look at the moon up above
What is this feeling I'm healing from?
Think it is
(I want you out of my head)
(I want you out of my head) Love
(I want you out of my head)
(So come to be mine and with me again)
(I want you out of my head)
(I want you out of my head)
(I want you out of my head)
(So come to be mine and with me again)