I've found a way to avoid all the "by the ways"
And by the way, I'm coming through my own way
I'm in my own lane, from the pain I don't shy away
If you'd die today, then what'd you rather: die or wait?
Do violent things, then I would slit my own wrists
Are those clouds or mist? Lost between all my doubts and risk
It goes down to this, I never said I'm proud of this
I think I'm different, bitches bark, I've got hellhounds with me...
Intoxicated with poisonous feelings you've
Given in to as a poisonous lie
I won't be listening if you keep listing them
Cause every thought is an ominous sign
I don't feel sorry for not wanting to fall and
Rot in the bits of a sorrowful psyche
Fuck you if you just didn't trust me, abandoned me
Or if you don't know what hollow is like
Bitch I'm well aware of your long bifurcated tongue
Heard you say you wanted something gory then I'll love you more
Lately I've been to the shrine to find the peace to die
When I fear that I might never see the whole meaning of this
Of this life and its best as I'm coming undone
Been alone cause I don't see what's meaning of
Looking for something in somebody's hands
Lately fucking people always be looking for something but
I am not fit to be somebody's plan
All the hypocrisy and instrumentality
Left me with nothing inside but a hole
Dark as is gets I prefer finding my way than
Giving in to your fucking idea of a role
There were ghosts who would just stand before me while
With my demons now I'm one and only
If you've seen a ghost it may be calling but if
You wanted to see a demon you poke me
There were ghosts who would just stand before me while
With my demons now I'm one and only
If you've seen a ghost it may be calling but if
You wanted to see the devil you'd call for me...
I used to believe in you
But then you tried to cut my wings...
All the hypocrisy and instrumentality
Left me with nothing inside but a hole
Dark as is gets I prefer finding my way than
Giving in to this idea of a role
I don't feel sorry for not wanting to fall and
Rot in the bits of a sorrowful psyche
Fuck you if you just didn't trust me abandoned me
Or if you don't know what hollow is like
I've found a way to avoid all the "by the ways"
And by the way, I'm coming through my own way
I'm in my own lane, from the pain I don't shy away
If you'd die today, then what'd you rather: die or wait?