Always
Talkin myself into a situation
Got the right kind of words that will break your heart
And I never really know quite what I want
Yeah finding that much out tears me apart
I'm always
Working my way back to who I used to be
With the hyper social skills
And body poetry
And i think you all find it easier to leave me alone
Ill just crawl back to what I used to know
So please
Don't talk when I walk in
You wont wanna know me anyway
Please
Don't ask me where I've been
Like it will matter to your overall evening
Don't walk up to me if you're expecting a drink
Because I'm more about
Shots in the bathroom
And conversation over the kitchen sink
It will be
A random night I'm never sat at home
Yeah always on the move and never left alone
Yeah I wish I had the time to tell you what's real with me
Aphasia on the brain it never lasts you will see what I mean
Do me a favor
You're stressing me out yeah
Overwhelmed with what you're saying
Coming out of your mouth
Just listen to the words I'm telling you
It will all make sense you're overthinking
Too much
Just shut up
Make it stop before it becomes a lot
An issue isn't what it needs to be
Just listen to me and then you will see
So please
Don't talk when I walk in
You wont wanna know me anyway
Please
Don't ask me where I've been
Like it will matter to your overall evening
Don't walk up to me if you're expecting a drink
Because I'm more about
Shots in the bathroom
And conversation over the kitchen sink
I miss who I thought you were
The standards that I locked away so I knew I could keep me safe
I let down my guard and the straight away
Not once
Not twice
But three times
More
Than i thought you would
Guess promises like empty words filling my ears once more
No more
No more