Holding on too tightly 'cause you gave his name
You risk losing everything just to keep him sane
I know why you tell your lies
Mistakes and self-defensive ways to rationalize
To defy the rest of world to be fine
And you don't want to be found
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Holding on too tightly 'cause you're afraid of truths
You're abandoning everything for this world for two
I know why you tell your lies
You tear up at the pages just to fictionalize
It's not your crime you've done this all to survive
And you don't want them to find
Do you ever feel like things just aren't coming the way you want them to?
That no matter how hard you try, it's never enough
That everything you'll do, you'd end up destroying them, it's pointless
Why is the world so cruel?
I'm tired, I'm tired of concealing this
I'm tired of this guilt that came from nowhere
That has no purpose and doesn't do anything but hurt, none
In the end, I'm empty
In the end, it's nothing
I'm tired of hurt, I'm tired of feeling this way