Social anxiety Is bringing me down When I was on top of things You held me to the ground But I'm tired and im nervous And I'm running out of time Holy frick you ruined my whole life I built up the smallest thing And spilled it everywhere I tried to express myself But you hate it when I swear Now I'm trapped inside an ego Of a body filled with doubt Holy frick I'm never getting out I talked to my oldest friend Searching for support You're bad conversation man I read in the report But I'm planning conversations So I don't run out of things to say What the hell there must be another way The pain is often real and I'm incapable of rest Hold the phone i never caught my breath Lazy and unmotivated living off of debt Oh my god I never tried my best I'm writing an apology To my future self Cuz social anxiety I thought couldn't be helped When there's seven billion people In a world I don't understand Please no more I'll never try again