It's amazing what a light I knew It's amazing what a light I knew And if you think it's all her fault That just isn't true I didn't know that I could be so cold I didn't know that I would ever grow And now I'm older than I've ever known The lack of love in my life I used to try to crush everything Outside of what directly spoke to me Now it's not cute, this inconsistency Just a lack of love plain in sight It's amazing what a light I knew It's amazing what a light I knew And if you think it's all her fault That just isn't true I used to say I gave her everything But then I realized it was selfishly You know I do just almost anything To bring her eyes back to mine I hate so deeply the bridge burner fame But still I bark out like a dog on a chain When I think of all the hearts I've left in my way Mom and dad you made a big mistake It's amazing what a light I knew It's amazing what a light I knew And if you think it's all her fault That just isn't true So here's a song, I'll call it Finishing Please don't believe I need your sympathy When all and all the problems rest on me Hate to be any doubt It's amazing what a light I knew It's amazing what a light I knew And if you think it's all her fault That just isn't true