Absent thoughts in my head again
A scrambled mind left to fend for itself
Another day with no escape plan
Another minute where I succumb to myself
I wanna hope less
Don't wanna feel hopeless
Sinking further into nothing
Diving deeper into regret
I wanna rest my head
Pick myself up again
I sank deep into the darkness
And now there's nothing left
Nothing left
I hold this all to myself
Would I be better off if I just let them in
Another day with less successes
Another minute where I succumb to myself
I wanna hope less
Don't wanna feel hopeless
Sinking further into nothing
Diving deeper into regret
I wanna rest my head
Pick myself up again
I sank deep into the darkness
And now there's nothing left
Nothing left
I'm in my head
How do I repair the things that I did
Inside myself
Where do I begin to set me free
Stay until it's over
Think of how to save yourself