Absent thoughts in my head again A scrambled mind left to fend for itself Another day with no escape plan Another minute where I succumb to myself I wanna hope less Don't wanna feel hopeless Sinking further into nothing Diving deeper into regret I wanna rest my head Pick myself up again I sank deep into the darkness And now there's nothing left Nothing left I hold this all to myself Would I be better off if I just let them in Another day with less successes Another minute where I succumb to myself I wanna hope less Don't wanna feel hopeless Sinking further into nothing Diving deeper into regret I wanna rest my head Pick myself up again I sank deep into the darkness And now there's nothing left Nothing left I'm in my head How do I repair the things that I did Inside myself Where do I begin to set me free Stay until it's over Think of how to save yourself