Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it (I try to control it) Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not Tryin' to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught 'Cause even though I'm older now, and I know how to shake off the past I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Tryin' every day when I hold my breath Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control I need you to know I would never be this strong without you You've seen how I've grown You took all my doubts, 'cause you were home I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore