I behold true solitude and in silence This... this world ends I awake from unending dreams Where pain is the only way To endure this path of life Pain, only pain Alone, silent and cold Pain, only pain Alone, silent and cold Through pain of not wanting Pain of unhappiness, pain of craving Coldness in my soul, everyday this never ending Hate... Hate freezes my heart Ice and stone turn Into tears and ashes Apathy and nothingness seem To fill my ruined existence And here dead to life Dead to hope and dead to all Dead... dead and alone Silent... silent and cold Dead... dead and alone Silent... silent and cold Feeding off inexistent feelings Numb... Numb to all A mask, a smile Weak, weak smile To survive, to exist Hiding... Hiding my hate Hate, only hate A cold silent shadow Hate, only hate A cold silent shadow Burning all human affections To exist, to survive And I walk among others As a shadow, cold shadow Silently Silently Silently Silently I despise your existence I despise your existence