84 Baby born, second inline on his dads side, first and only for the queen I wish I knew more she was taken from me, 8 years later, forever resting with he maker I still hear stories of former glory days way before the stormy days the rebellious seed Certain vibes passed down to me Without knowing features are showing, faint memories keeping me going I remember the house we used to live in, from a picture of you standing in the kitchen I play it off but my whole life been suttn missing Never been the one to play victim, a man's circumstance is his own Sometimes I do wish you had a number on my phone at least A voicemail message or suttn to pree I give thanks for those who were around me Giving me the best in life, tryna protect me from this messy life I made it just fine despite our differences Im seeing resemblances in your manner through the kids we give Continuation of the foundation, the better life is what we now chasing Im saving money for the down payments, if you was here you'd have proud statements All i've got is memories in that place in my life that's now vacant I store them deep inside next to my dreams, hoping we connect when I sleep I go to the stone with your name on it sometimes But not enough tho, making the time is tough so That's how it is here in the land of the living, life's fast not too much time for chilling MAY MY MEMORIES NEVER FADE STAY WITH ME TIL I'M UP IN THE FOREVER SPACE WITH YOU SHINING DOWN FROM A BETTER PLACE ANGELA'S GRACE, KEPT ME ON THE NARROW AND STRAIGHT