Just for once could I get what I want Just for once could I get what I want I never was good at being alone Never took the time to come into my own Searching for another lost soul Oh I never was good at all Just for once could I get what I want Just for once could I get what I want I never was good at saying the word no Wasting all my time pleasing other people Oh I thought I found diamonds and gold I guess I should have been more careful Just for once could I get what I want Just for once could I get what I want Just for once could I get what I want Just for once could I get what I want When will this all be over I'm losing my head So what's this weight on my shoulders It doesn't make sense