I lost myself in San Antonio I wish I could take it back Defended you like the Alamo Like it's all I'll ever have At the end of my rope You already know Push me away Push me as far as I'll go I don't want to be another casualty You never meant that much to me I've been looking for a way out, but you've thrown away the key It's a bitter pill to swallow, so, have another drink Wash down the lies you've sold yourself and wasted on me At the end of my rope You already know Push me away Push me as far as I'll go If all I have is all you'll ever know Use me up before you let me go I lost my pride in Colorado I couldn't handle the stress It goes to show that some secrets are better unkept I don't want to be another casualty You never meant that much to me If love is a transaction, you've always been cheap I'm fucking tired of being addicted to all the wrong things I found myself at my weakest But with you off my chest. I found myself I found myself At the end of my rope You already know Push me away Push me as far as I'll go If all I have is all you'll ever know Use me up before you let me go