Thought about a suicide when I entered new years
Guess I entered 2022 with some new tears
Stuck inside the dark and I only got like two fears
I'm getting over you, but it might just take me two years
So put me on your wish list
It ain't even Christmas
Sayin that I'm innocent, yet I'm the one who did this
I messed it up for real, now I'm feelin like a misfit
I messed it up again, but I promise Imma fix it
They said hell was hot, that's until I got up in it
Feelin like a Beyblade, the way you got me spinning
I thought I was living in a fable
I put a noose around my heart, so that's fatal
So you kill me inside when I look at your face
The devil is poison, I'm loving her taste
She locking me up and put me in a cage
Then go to Saturn when needing her space
She shoot my scenes like directing a movie
I feel like an actor, no Nicholas Cage
I feel like I'm Trippie, I'm missing the rage
You makin me feel like my life is a waste
I'm the type to speed it up when you say slow it down
And you're the type to leave me bleeding when I come around
I swear to god, I feel like I been on the edge right now
But still feel like NF, sorry that I let you down, no
Thought about a suicide when I entered new years
Guess I entered 2022 with some new tears
Stuck inside the dark and I only got like two fears
I'm getting over you, but it might just take me two years
So put me on your wish list
It ain't even Christmas
Sayin that I'm innocent, yet I'm the one who did this
I messed it up for real, now I'm feelin like a misfit
I messed it up again, but I promise Imma fix it