I'm the type to find love when the world's on fire Every drug in the world and I'm still not higher I could start a strange addiction then blame that on my friends Then I try to see it through the other side of the lens What's the point of makin dollars if I don't make sense? That's like tryna see the thrills without showing suspense Lemme put this in the past tense With locked doors that ain't ever given access No matter what, I ain't giving you my address No Jim Carrey, I'm just really tryna act less I act less now Only got a couple years until I'm up with my life Even now I'm thinkin I don't wanna follow advice Even goes for simple sayings like "oh, think bout it twice" I just want like twenty mil that I can spend with a wife Get a house and make some kids, be proud of who I became Think bout that while in the shower then that dream's down the drain I just want a queen and I ain't talkin Freddie Mercury Walk round the streets and they be sayin that they heard of me Life is surreal, so the music got absurdity And nothing's certain, that's the only thing that's certainly King of the castle, I think I could wait another day The time has come, I don't think I can no longer wait I'd only wanna do it if it's comin with the traction Shoot it like a movie, guess that's lights, camera, action I'll do anything Everything that I imagine 'Till I get downplayed by an Insta caption Older generations telling me to grow up So if you all invite me, I won't ever show up Guess that's a consequence I didn't know it but they treat it like it's common sense The only thing I'm finding common is a lot of m's I'm living in another world like metropolis I know it's ominous Isn't Satan plotting this? He try to whisper in my ear, I'd give a fuck what he say Doesn't matter, he's the one who's got the key to the cage He's the narrator, the one who's always turning the page Always got me so attracted like a moth to a flame Try to whisper in my ear, I'd give a fuck what he say Doesn't matter, he's the one who's got the key to the cage He's the narrator, the one who's always turning the page Always got me so attracted like a moth to a flame Bitch Yea She died in a fire She was a fighter She was a queen