The solace enters every inch of my body The same recycled ways of thinking destroy me I'm addicted to these harsh and endless nights Now the days turned dark And I can't seem to see the light But there's a warmth that will prosper There is a growth I will foster There is this place that can be rebuilt Amongst the solid ground I'm not picking this violent Throws every time I'll be leaving this life I live in disguise This life I live in disguise I'm addicted to these dark and lonely thoughts Shoot them in my veins and watch my body rot Feels like I'm in a time machine Reliving my past as me and I desperately Want to set myself free But there's a warmth that will prosper There is a growth I will foster There is this place that can be rebuilt Amongst the solid ground I'm not picking this violent Throws every time I'll be leaving this life I live in disguise This life I live in disguise