Mess up my inner thoughts
I'll be shifting through the mods
Just a puppet in a play
Fuck me up I'll take the blame
I'm locking all the doors
You feel nothing no remorse
Then you switch it up and down
Fill me up until I drown
The maze inside my head
I'll be runnin' til I'm dead
Hey we've been here before
Had me looking for a cure
I'm craving what you said
It's okay I won't get mad
Hey push me on the floor
You were right I'm insecure
I lay inside my bed
Reminiscing what we had
Hey thinking there was more
Something that I can adore
The pain is what I dread
Breathing almost like a threat
Hey treat me like a whore
Cut me down right to my core
The beauty in the madness
I blame it all on sadness
We can't hold back the tears
We're super sober addicts
A life I can't change
And a mind I can't control
You came to rearrange
Now stay to pay the toll
I won't explain myself
I'll put up any fight
I wish that I could change
But you just proved me right
I won't explain myself
You never really helped
You never really cared
You love to live for hell
Don't care what I had felt
My new friends, they love me
My old friends, they miss me
My now friends are gone
And my new girl is pretty
You're stuck in my head like a sword in a rock
Keep to myself every time I'm pissed off
And you-
You still can't let me forget
No, you-
You still won't let me repent
You think you know me you can't hold a ghost
I write it off funny, but it's not a joke
A statue of mind medicated and old
And a frame of a body so beautifully bold
I'm still a demon, been acting all summer
She knows that I'm with her, but I'm still a hunter
You came to tell me don't lose it on greatness
All I see is
The beauty in the madness
I blame it all on sadness
We can't hold back the tears
We're super sober addicts
A life I can't change
And a mind I can't control
You came to rearrange
Now stay to pay the toll
I won't explain myself
I'll put up any fight
I wish that I could change
But you just proved me right
I won't explain myself
You never really helped
You never really cared
You love to live for hell
Don't care what I had felt