I stare outside every night before I sleep Look at what I could have done And what i could be It doesn't mean enough to me to make a change I just push it down till it comes up again I don't want to scare you away with talk about home Or who i used to be and who I used to call my own It really only matters what happens in the moment Well i'm not scared of you But when I look at you I'm frozen And now you've got me thinking about what I used to want To marry rich and settle down And buy myself a yacht What if I acted on those feelings that were telling me to go Would I still be happy now Would I love my life so And someone told me a long time ago You've got to make the life you want and let the rest go And you've got to make it count Because you're way too young to settle down I want to live my life as much as I possibly can Before I make a home Install a ceiling fan And if life went how I planned I'd be unhappy with a trashy van I was talking to my friend He said do you remember when You wanted everything you have now and still you aren't content Well i'm a different person now Than who i was then Maybe I'll go my whole life Feeling this way What is happiness and will I get there someday Well that's just what life is A big game of give and take But i shouldn't be here Cause i'm not gonna win the race I want to live my life as much as I possibly can Before I make a home Install a ceiling fan And if life went how I planned I'd be unhappy with a trashy van I want to live my life as much as I possibly can Before I make a home Install a ceiling fan And if life went how I planned I'd be unhappy with a trashy van