I'm affected, I'm afflicted, I'm addicted and I'm fucked My brain is wired oh so wrongly, I just want it to be done Could it be chemical imbalance? Is it my nature moon and sun Love is like a pair of polar opposites My Moon and Sun I love to think I hate you I hate that I love you And I really hate the fact that I'll have to remember you Longer than I've ever fucking known you I'm just so tired of being alone I'm so tired of on my own Eyes a shade of Green, my Al Is always followed by to -one I've got so much love to give I looked in oh so many places Cigarette burned to my thumb, the bottle kept me chasing I looked in the wrong places Regrets are all I'm faced with It's the chemical conditioning that always kept me chasing And I really hate the fact that I'll have to remember you Longer than I've ever fucking known you Could it be nurture vs. nature? These verses are my danger Self-reflection through an hourglass My time is quickly wasting So much energy I'm wasting That I'm never getting back Get so fucking mad I'm bouta have a heart attack And I really hate the fact that I'll have to remember you Longer than I've ever fucking known you I'm affected, I'm afflicted, I'm addicted, and I'm fucked My brain is wired oh so wrongly, I just want it to be done Could it be chemical imbalance? Is it my nature moon and sun Love is like a pair of polar opposites My Moon and Sun I love to think I hate you, I hate that I love you And I really hate the fact that I'll have to remember you Longer than I've ever fucking known you Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa