The first time I realized I was living in this world I was probably looking at the sky And forgive me, but I don't know if I remember enough to say What the air was really like that day May have been clouds Or sun I don't recall I was young And the next time I realized I was breathing in the life Was the first time that I saw your face I wanted you, but I don't know if I was brave enough to say How the sight of you messed up my mind I got scared Right away And okay Right away The next thing I knew the stars were eyes up in the night And the ocean breathing heavy like a beast I held you, but I don't know if I was strong enough to say How the way it felt messed up my mind May have been clouds Or sun I don't recall I was young May have been clouds Or sun I don't recall I was young May have been clouds Or sun I don't recall I was young May have been clouds Or sun I don't recall I was young