I close my eyes and reminisce upon the summer time Enjoy my youth and my days while there's still sun to shine I run for mine and by your eyes I see your stunned to find That life is lightning but my head is like a thunder mind I front I'm fine, for the most part relaxin' Fingers tappin' on the pads, the beat smackin' Still you're crossing my consciousness like its clock work Cause you know exactly how I'm feeling when I'm "not hurt" I can't stand this feeling when you turn and look my way You make my day and look away for someone better And if I could I'd show you how it feels to be insane I'd break your heart and put it back together, I would There's bitter sunsets for days of this nature Tryna navigate a love with the proper nomenclature I don't hate ya, just wanna know if this a dream to wake up If not, I'll keep it pushin, take an emotional pay cut You're safe, huh, at least I got that, make me feelin' better In this weather and I know that you're still holding my sweater It's forever, that means I'm here, even not together Keep you tucked inside my heart and I'm letting it go, never I can't stand this feeling when you turn and look my way You make my day and look away for someone better And if I could I'd show you how it feels to be insane I'd break your heart and put it back together, I would