Out of thin air Straight up in smoke Where they went Maybe I'll never know 2009 staring me in the mirror And will I ever be happy again? The lies you told Were sweeter than your kiss Just like giving candy To a kid I laughed along I didn't know I was the joke And will I ever be happy again? I lost my way I lost my soul I lost too much weight I lost all control I lost some friends I lost you my dear But when people ask I just say I lost years The lost years Hiding behind Tequila and cigarettes Wearing a smile Of shame and regret Apologizing for things I didn't do And will I ever be happy again? I lost my way I lost my soul I lost too much weight I lost all control I lost some friends I lost you my dear But when people ask I just say I lost years The lost years Time I'll never get back Yeah, I have to live with that Will I ever be happy again? I lost my way I lost my soul I lost too much weight I lost all control I lost some friends I lost you my dear But when people ask I just say I lost years I lost my way I lost my soul I lost too much weight I lost all control I lost some friends I lost you my dear But when people ask I just say I lost years The lost years