Were all detached from reality Poisoning our minds Shades of light Descend upon a crippling world Darkness is all that I have So can I just surrender? Self loathe As far as I can see, the grips are slipping through my mind self doubt overcomes my reasoning They say just find what's best for me, but the pessimist's mind blurs, the cancer spreads throughout me Hide in the moonlight I cannot show my face They cannot know my pain Remaining to your each and every thought, you are not strong enough, you are not bold enough Could this be? Could I be the only one here? Beneath this darkness Beyond the surface It lives in all of us, blank stares into a deadly dull Cruel world, cruel hands scratching selfishly Twisting all of your actions Crumbling waves pull you to the depths Another wave of this nightmare The space inside of my head was born to allocate the sanity left us Can't feel the blood that's pumping through my veins, impure and haunted. The thoughts drive me insane, but yet I'm all to blame I know, the thoughts drive me insane, your eyes seem to resent me Drowning underneath the weight of it all just feels so tempting Hunger for normalcy in a world that feels so empty To find my clarity, through misery Shut my eyes just to feel the wind change Spiral as I clutch at the skin I claim Am I to blame? Or is the world around me clinically insane, help me find my way Follow the hopeless stuck inside depravity Below these painted skies Underneath the weight of affliction Am I all alone? Could this be? Could I be the only one here? Beneath this darkness Beyond the surface Am I the only one? These walls revolve around Were numb inside, the lives destroyed so absently And I fell I can't fall so short this time But once I stepped outside, I realized how to stay alive This world is so cold, and the night is long, who will save me? Who will come and save me? Trapped inside this pain, will we endure the blur of this nightmare? The insanity of this misery