And all this time, I haven't learned a thing
No one's more upset with myself than me
Oh god, I swear I tried so hard
And don't understand how I fell this far
And oh my hands getting tired
Holding on with all I have
Feels like my voice is about to break
From screaming
And still my lungs give out
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What if I try to make you love me
The way you loved me despite of myself
I wanted to find something to die for something to fight for
'Til I'm out of breath
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And all these years I'm trapped inside my hate
No one's more aware of my vast mistakes
You're telling me I'm wrong
Like maybe I forgot
'Cause honestly it's hard to keep track
Of all my flaws
Oh my soul is growing cold and turning black from all this hell
It feels like my heart is about to break
From keeping the same girl to myself
What if I try to make you love me
The way you loved me despite of myself
I wanted to find something to die for something to fight for
'Til I'm out of breath
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Maybe I believe that I could change
And tell me just enough to keep me holding on
And baby I believe you aren't the same
So with every you do now
Just please don't prove me wrong
What if I try to make you love me
Would you love me despite of myself?
I wanted to find something to die for something to fight for
'Til I'm out of breath
What if I try to make you love me,
Could you love me despite of myself?
I wanted to find something to die for
Something to fight for
'Til I'm out of breath