The future is a threat to me I'm waiting for it, I'm tangled in this I think about it constantly The weight of the end, invading my head Because I can't pretend that Pretend that I'm okay When I just want to leave I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun When a fire will explode I'm ready for the fight above And I'm a loaded gun Oh I'm a loaded gun So full of your nativity I wanna be liked, I'll never get it right I'm fighting just to feel relief My magic is gone, how do I go on? Oh I can't contain my Contain my everything Anyway I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun When a fire will explode I'm ready for the fight above And I'm a loaded gun Oh I'm a loaded gun When I'm out on my own there's no place left to go I know I'll find my hope if I learn to let go I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun I'm a loaded gun When a fire will explode I'm ready for the fight above And I'm a loaded gun Oh I'm a loaded gun